Home

by Cassie Ridgway

 

Your hat all hung

a drop of laudanum,

a tendril dangling on the brink

of a shallow glass:

 

sight budding,

open me up how I want to see.

 

The narrative calls itself home.

 

Home,

the house that gave birth

to coevals: stories securely boxed up

inside its humming walls;

we leave her when what is unwritten

seems to hang on the wind

ringing chimes outside the window–

 

bells that resound always home.

 

Home,

separated bodies of water

the growth of vegetation

pulled from warm soil.

This verdant earth is ours

it’s worth dying for, but we can’t just stay here.

 

Home,

That standing on the water’s edge, we look on at the far reaches of our

letters

our tiny prayers adrift like a gas above

home.

 

That home is the distance between us and our occurrence.

 

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Cassie Ridgway is a poet living in Portland, OR. She received her degree from Portland State University in 2010 along with the Kellogg Award for Poetry. Thus far, all of her published works are from her collection, “Mag-Big,” which is also the name of the retail shop she owns and operates on Hawthorne Blvd. Though poetry and music are her first loves, she makes her living as an apparel designer and store owner. Her shop, Mag-Big, features the largest array of Portland designers in the NW. The phrase and namesake, “Mag-Big,” is a kenning that she has been working with for a number of years and hoping to make sense of. Efficaciously, it is a study of her own sense of smallness amid an ever-expansive sense of time and place. To be aware of Mag-Big is that moment in which we are perfectly located in an unfathomably large picture.

 

 

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  1. That was a really joy of a blog post..

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